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No separation

From Practice, Path, Goal and Contacts with Source

A memory from the eighties:
After the closing ceremonies of a 7-day intensive meditation retreat (sesshin) at our Zen Mountain Center I was walking alone in a meadow, enjoying the smells of the dry grasses, the sounds of the birds and insects, the textures of the trail underfoot, and the translucent quality of the sunlight. The thought arose that in this moment identifying as a human being would be a severe restriction, artificially wrenching me out of the magnificent sacred complexity/simplicity of the nameless presence. It would be a betrayal of all the life forms I would be making “other”. So many layers of concept had dropped away in those seven days that there was nothing separating me from the living presence of the meadow-earth-universe and all my brother and sister beings, sentient and insentient.

What fuels the insurrection?

Put these 2 quotes together that I saw on Facebook yesterday. They point to the place of racism in the Republicans’ current massive attack on our now fragile 245 year experiment with democracy.

Lyndon B. Johnson once said, “If you can convince the lowest white man he’s better than the best colored man, he won’t notice you’re picking his pocket. Hell, give him somebody to look down on, and he’ll empty his pockets for you.”

and

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What fuels the insurrection? For the lawmakers and corporate beneficiaries of the status quo it’s holding on to their power. For the voters and January 6 participants it’s keeping intact the illusion of white supremacy in an increasingly diverse America.

Photo credit: Roberto Schmidt/AFP via Getty Images

77th Birthday

Wow! I made it. 77th year and counting.  13th year of ALS variant Progressive Bulbar Palsy. Mind, heart, and spirit are gloriously intact. Body not so much so. Boundless gratitude to my wife, family, and our team of caregivers.

Musing about starting over

I was musing about what things might be like after the pandemic. The possibility of starting all over drifted up. With the radical nature of how things have changed so quickly in the last month I imagined starting the country with its glorious democratic ideals, but transforming the three major original sins that were baked in: Genocide of the native people, Slavery as the engine of the economy, and Disempowerment of everybody but the white male landowners. I would add a fourth positive element that they couldn’t have known about then, the interconnectedness of everything on Earth.

So the four principles for starting over would be

1-Structural generosity toward native people, recognizing that we owe them an unpayable debt.

2-Structural generosity toward African American people, recognizing that we owe them an unpayable debt.

3-Explicitly equal structural empowerment of all who stand outside the category of white male landowner.

4-Replacing the sanctity of sovereignty with an overarching Earth-centric perspective in all relationships with other national entities.

How are you doing today?

I saw your question “How are you doing today?” and waited until something positive came up. After an hour of watching videos about Elvis Presley’s original drummer and guitarist, I checked my email and saw this quote featured on a message from ZCLA:

“Stop looking to fix your situation, and find your freedom right here in this overflowing sea of hardship. Stop fighting difficulty and sink into acceptance.” – Roshi Grace Schireson

That’s a message I’m getting from numerous sources. It’s the other side of my heroic brave face. Sometimes it gets exhausting to pretend I’m not primarily learning from the opportunities to suffer. 

The practice of mending

Linked from Zen Center of Los Angeles

The other side of slipping the traps of culture is the sadness of being isolated from the sangha I lived in for 28 years. It doesn’t have to be this way. I’m reading the Sangha Sutra and feeling inspired by the idea of being woven back into the fabric of the sangha. Two old friends are visiting in the next two days. The Sangha Sutra Verse says

Stitch by stitch, breath by breath,/I take up the practice of sewing the Sangha Sutra. /When seams rip apart and tears appear,/I take up the practice of mending.

That’s what I want to do this week.

A note about turning the light around

From Wholeness and Integration
Secret of the Golden Flower – Cleary translation

In both Taoism and Buddhism, the term turning the light around means turning the primary attention from involvement in mental objects to focus on the essence or source of mind. This exercise is practiced as a means of clearing consciousness and freeing awareness.

Dogen’s backward step (from Fukanzazengi)

Therefore, put aside the intellectual practice of investigating words and chasing phrases, and learn to take the backward step that turns the light and shines it inward. Body and mind of themselves will drop away, and your original face will manifest.

Jigme Lingpa’s verse

Then, when conceptual thinking arises,/Don’t look at what arises: be what knows the arising./Like an oak peg in hard ground,/Stand firm in awareness that knows,/And go deep into the mystery.
tr. by Ken McLeod In The Trackless Path, 3.9

Practice, Path, Goal

Linked from Wholeness and Integration  and Stage 5. Early adulthood – The Soul Apprentice at the Wellspring

Practice

Focus on presence

Relax into presence

Mind training (Lojong)

Daily vows

Mantra crystals

Path

The sacred path of intimate relationship with my wife of 42  years

Individuation on the Bodhisattva path

The great way that opens after the local way

Goal

To dissolve the illusory separations between my heart-mind, other beings, and the world.

To contribute to the emergence of an Ecological Civilization.

Task (Plotkin’s Stage 7 – Early Elderhood)

Caring for the soul  of the more-than-human community

Koan

Shifting from: What is the shift of consciousness necessary to reverse the global eco-catastrophe?

To: What is the unique thread that life is asking you to weave in the Web of Meaning?

Currently: As a bodhisattva activist, participate in online communities dedicated to creating an ecological civilization.

 

To understand the bodhisattva’s path as a psychological journey of individuation


Linked from Practice, Path, Goal,  What is my practice? and Rob Preece

I felt the tectonic plates shifting from Rosie’s [retirement] announcement and fell through the crack into a pitch black mindset. I very quickly realized that I have options. I started with the question “What is my practice?”

I made this note

Path
Primary: Bodhisattva Path
Secondary: Individuation (Jungian)
Background: Gebser’s Integral
Background: The great way of no path after the local path

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